Hey lovely , I can really relate to you, because just a few weeks ago, I was in the exact same position. I just felt so lost and low, and couldn’t figure out how to get my life on track. After having a fight with my family (which was happening regularly) I consciously decided to turn everything around. I said out loud “I’m raising my vibration” and I grabbbed some sage and cleansed my room and myself (this did really help, but if you don’t have sage, it isn’t necessary). I wrote down everything I wanted to happen in my life, as if it had already happened. You can even just do this in list form, but make sure as you’re writing it, write it and feel like it’s already happened. I then watched a bunch of law of attraction YouTube videos to motivate myself. And it’s been 2 weeks, I’ve completely turned my life around. I’m eating healthy, I’m exercising everyday, I completely cleaned my house, I’m going out with friends, but most importantly, I’m happy, and I’m doing all of these things because I WANT to do them. All you have to do is take the first step hun. Just think about today, not about oh I have to exercise everyday for the next month, no just think about “I can do 10 minutes of exercise right now” , don’t worry about tomorrow or if you’ll keep it up, and if you do that everyday, just thinking about what you need to do today to make yourself happy and healthy, you’ll get on top of this hun xx