Thank you for shitting on me!!! Thank you for putting me right smack dap in the middle of hell! Thank you for giving me family that's so completely worthless thank you for all the times that I finally get a in a good place in my life for knocking me back down for always showing me how bad it can be thank you for give me this great big heart and making it easy to love and forgive everyone no matter what they do to me so I can put myself back into a situation where I get money stolen from my brother right before Christmas which leaves me hardly nothing for all 4 of the only night and beautiful light in my life ... I fail them over and over again because this big heart I was so "blessed" with ... Thank you for put me and my big heart in the sights of useless men that keep bringing me to my lowest when I should be glowing with love thank you for all of this and so much more the only real thank you I have at this point is for my children because without them I be nothing they are the reason I'm something and I keep putting this fake smile on and pretend like I have the perfect life and beautiful family loving husband and supportive siblings and mother can't leave her out I do have one more thank you thank you for putting an amazing man in my mom's life he raised and loved me my whole life and he's the only one who has stayed true to how he treats me he's never fake and he is always there thank you for him and thank you for my kids and thank you for the wake up call every morning and thank you for making me strong enough to gritt my teeth and put on a show thank you for giving my the mind set of my children will never see my fall without getting back up because I live for them they are my only reasons ... And thank you for letting me put blame on you when I know deep down it's on me thank you for just letting me find this app to be the Debby downer and cry about a miserable life while everyone else is thank you you for all this great stuff